Thoughts drift back
dreams make an act
that brings so many pains
that makes rain
across the years hold fears
shadows of memories
brings on fright
into a place of true heartaches
the mind opens up a time
when things were not right
the darkness of a broken past
keeps coming back
the words of he
makes my heart bleed
my mind crazy
it is impossible to erase
those painful memories
from my mind
Some people turn to suicide
but not I
because that's not right
Not in Gods eyes
that isn't the way life should be
I just let the dreams
play on its games
until I have no more ink
to write out my pains
this is like a drug or a drink
that holds so much power
that shadows over me
the pains are so deep
it is beyond my reach
I will never give up on me.

Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery