I'm crying deep within
where no one can hear me
but you did
I'm wounded in so many ways
because you gave me the rain
only you know the  pain
only you can hear my voice
because you are the one
that gave me those darken dreams
you are the one that made me scream
you bleed me out into the sea
casting your fits of anger on me.
Only You
when I cry
you would tell me you wanted me to die
I could see it in your eyes
When my teardrops had fall
you were happy to see it all
you are the only one
that can hear them fall
because it was you
that beaten me down the hall
I know I had always tried to be strong
but that was only another weakness
that angered you
I always pray
for you to move away
I tried so hard to find the right words
to help find comfort
But when my days are over
the night comes in like a storm
pushing at all my emotions
no matter what I do
to try to stop the rain
you gave me more pain
each tear that falls from my eyes
they all had your name
you should be ashamed
but you just kept given me blame
I cry and I pray for better days
But only You
could every know
what was going on behind close doors
only you
did all this abuse.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery