You asked
Why I continue this relationship
If it hurts

You asked that.
Seriously.
Seriously?

Why do I continue?
Because I love you
******* it

I love you and I can't stop loving you
And if I had to leave you I think I'd die
I wouldn't **** myself
That's not what I mean
I just can't stand the thought of life without loving you

I hate that you've made me this way
I hate that I've become this way
But
This is who I am now.... I guess

****
I hate you
But I love you so ******* much

Is this hell?