i never loved you,
the biggest lie i could say,
i can say how you’re smile means nothing,
or how the time we spent was just a distraction for life,
but i’d be lying,
maybe i should have never answered that call at 4 in the morning,
i shouldn’t have laughed at all your jokes like an idiot,
i should have never gave you my heart and trust,
“i should” but i would never take any of that back,
call me whenever i say,
walk in an out my life... it’s okay,
but i have always loved you