Dear mom, I'm sorry for the way I use to be. Wish you didn't have to see that worst part of me. My ******* made some poor choices lately. I'm trying to not ghost the family. I'm just done and depressed lately. My chest was ripped and stitched Guess what's open again I'm running off of no sleep and adrenaline Wish I can be happy again I just wanted to say I'm sorry and I love and miss you ma.