Wanted to sleep but I can't
Off my pills again where do I stand?
I'm not able to go the extra mile
I'm a isolate behind music for a little while
It's isn't fair I've lost everything countless times
**** to be honest I don't even know what's mine
My mother and father can't even find a home neither
I'm definitely a under achiever slash women beater!
Oh hey Nel don't forget you're also a liar and a cheater
No wonder you were never happy
You can't even make another soul love you  for who you are
You just ripped **** apart
My siblings don't even speak to me
That's because we're all apart
Shut the **** up Nel
There are people who'd be lucky to get a greeting
Especially from their sibling
I'm not perfect
I'm not worth it
I'm a regret
That's why love up and left
Alone in the dark
With my skin slowly splitting apart