give us the days
that make a question
and all the things
that hold me on
ponder the ****
you can convince yourself
of anything you want
when you feel like this
I don't know what to say
cause I found a light
it told me things
you wouldn't believe
cause they're in my head
it gives me a choice
between black and white
do you want to end your life
I wish I knew what to say
a man cannot be free
it will tear me apart
eternally being turned
inside out and outside in
forced to explain myself
to everyone I know
it's crawling around
down my throat
a hairy darkness
choking me up
every word I speak
sounds like nothing
my head weighs
a thousand pounds
I heard my skull crack
It sounds impossible
but I've made up my mind
a heart like a hamster
give me more coffee
and hug me until this feeling
has passed and I can escape
the ideas I've created