Thought and felt that those
feelings had gone.
The feelings that had no meaning
in my heart and mind.

I thought they found their way out.
And would never show up.
I thought they were history
But it seems they are not
Hurried as deep as they should be.

Together with hurt and lies,
they return
Tempting me to turn back
To disgrace and shame.
ONE BIG MISTAKE.

Feelings of sadness and pain
Tears want to gush out
Bcoz those feelings stole my heart.

I thought they ran out
Flew away
Took the earliest bus
Or drowned in the sea
But
It was never over.
Not at all