little girl kitchen table is her worst nightmare she welcomes the monster under the bed to sit with her and endure. this pain. he says to her little girl you cannot run like you used to with you pigtails flying like small kites you cannot shake like you used to with your wobbling knees. you cannot cry like you used to with your red eyes and wet cheeks you can only sit and wait for pain. and when it comes little girl you must devour it.