for months, it took me hard nights
restless eyes, one hard reality
and a couple of liquor
to uncover depths of me
only you can recover
a safe space, I've created in you
filled up space of reasons why
I felt so strong, the reason that
I was still hanging on
love in a form of service
early pick up drive,
late or the in between
of sweet tooth cravings
or a budget friendly
snack for lovers at 2 am,
a peek at the night sky
and as i sneak in you
upfront telling you,
you shine the brightest
a warm golden smile glimmer,
you had that all the time
if you find something
funny or sweet, a wide dark sky
below as, also a wide
variety of exchanged
breathes, of short stories and
a gentle kiss at the back of you car
the sky would fall right into us
as it reckoned us
in every dark corner
that serves you the best
a tidal of wave of emotions
we would dive in, we didn't mind
at all, not at all  my love
at the back of your
palm, strings of hope and light
that led a comforting space and
every time i touch reminded me
a home i've built, in every corner
carved a loving mark of how we
used to be, in every tear i shed
you made sure, you were singing
to soothe the soul thats been grieving
every word written in the walls
reminded me to be gentle
in every passing door i would
open, not too wide, not too small
just enough for me to breathe in
the words that says you are
worthy in every battle you have
fought that i would glow
differently so different
that you have to look away
you looked too far, got too far
and never looked back.