my body isn't my own
i can't feel it
i'm slipping
ugh why now??
why are we doing this
you don't need to dissociate
...
and further away i fly
i can't feel
anything at all
barely stimulated
shut everything out

you know how you could end this
it's in the drawer
it'll snap you right back
so easy.....
it'll feel
wonderful
and anyway
you won't be brave enough without it
you don't want to come back
do you?
no...
you just want to stay numb
unless you can find yourself a high

just sleep.