I feel content
Satisfied
Because
I treated myself poorly
Didn’t eat
Hmm... 450mg caffeine??
Didn’t rest
Strained
Stressed
Idk maybe a glass of water?
Made myself ill
It was nice
To let my fingers twitch
My limbs tremble
Mental capacity fading
Alert but fuzzy
Can’t sleep
Cause I’m overstimulated still
And all I want
Is to do it again
Because it left me
Darkly satisfied