is confining like a smelly foot in a sock that’s in a ***** shoe it has no ability to breathe or move free is the earth under my bare feet free as in birth when one is released from the darkness and cuts the cord that wrapped around her neck –
at least that’s what mine did maybe it explains this state – a lack of oxygen and always wanting to escape take the infant out of the ocean womb and place her in a box all alone without human contact as if she was an egg to hatch when she already pushed through the crack