before it took anymore out of me. I had to be the pins in his coffin. I had to shoot him in the back while he was walking. I had to do it because if I did not, I’d lick his ***** until they fell off. He’d hide in holes just like a mouse. We’d ****** scream and ****** **** and go to bars. Get ****** drunk. Fight until the fight in us was gone. I put him to sleep once and for all.