i want to shut down
i want to stop
CEASE
i have to get out....
OUT OF THIS

THIS ISNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN ANYMORE

HAVE I FAILED???

WHAT DID I DO???

i don't want to tell them...
tell them my symptoms...
because it’s really rather private
why should they get to know??
I DONT WANT YOU TO NUMB ME
and I kinda think... maybe
if i could just shut down
just walk away for a bit
maybe i would be okay
maybe it would all just

go away...