Why do I do this to myself??
Like something within is at war
My enemy is myself
I’m vicious
Relentless
Ruthless
Another blow!
Sabotage my happiness!
Cause me pain!
Feel the grief!
Ride the wave
The fullest intensity
From wildly high
To desperately low
Let me feel
I hate this
I hate myself
For these acts of sabotage
But the war rages on