A dizzy kind of energy
From who-knows-where
Heart pumping
Vibrant
They found me in “rare form”
What?
“You’re just so... happy!”
Huh... am I??
I’m not, I promise
Just energized
Still sad inside
Idk... I feel okay
I’m {almost} always okay
But today
I can fake it
I can be productive
Alive
Or at the very least
I can pretend very well
And perhaps someday
I’ll feel it again...