I just wanted to be strong...
But it turns out
I’m weak
I’m fragile
My flesh tears easily
Stinging annoyingly
I can’t handle emotions
I can’t take pain
Not even little things
Distant losses
Minor changes
My brain can’t do it
It’s so weak...
**** it up!
Everyone else can!
But they don’t hurt me now
Not like this
Not when I’m blunted
Because I couldn’t take it
Because I couldn’t control myself
What happened to me??
What excuse do I have??
Maybe I’m just being dramatic
But I’m certain of this,
I am weak.