Limitless shocking ecstatic exposing rhymes
Poisonous pills to calm this maddening mind
Clear and vague are the thoughts that hover
Paralyzing ringing humming whispering shouting
Meager sessions full of pointless evaluation
Reflecting through a perception bemused by it all
Lightning genius that strike my crumbling temple
Pretentious porcelain mask that hide Cheshire smiles
I have a good heart albeit I'm drowning in hysteria
How deep are this oceans how dark are this halls
Misery doubts on each progressive success
the horror and fright filled with shrieking delight...

...Doctor I think I've fallen deeper than I actually thought,
This disillusions keeps tearing me apart...
...Please tell me what all this cryptic symbols mean...
Sorry Doctor if I can't tell if I'm still here...
within this hallow shell is there someone worth saving...