I'm not really hurting anymore
Not like I was then
I guess I'm fine
But that's the problem
I don't like fine
I'm so **** bored
Now that everyday tasks
Don't terrify me
And I know it's bizarre
Because I don't want to go back
I just want to feel alive
And all that adrenaline
Felt so good
Even though
It was about to **** me
I'm going stir crazy
Just being