I want to be a wreck
I'm so done
With all these smiles
All this makeup
To mask the scars
I want to scream
At the entire world
I want to break something
Loudly
Make a huge mess
I want to fill my veins
With something
Intoxicating
Let my head spin

But instead
I'll sit here
Sober and angry
I'll do my homework
I'll go to work
I'll be what you need
Because I'm fine
I'm doing great
You're so proud
And I'm on meds now
They work great
And I'm fine
I'm doing great