I need to bite and tear and gnaw some flesh
I need to **** on your neck and lick you all over
The anticipation is killing me
I need a release
I need to get myself calm
I think of your beauty and I fall into the trap again
I cant resist you
My heart is strong, but my flesh is weak
I am afraid of being with you, cause I have 30 years of pent up aggression and anxiety waiting to unleash on you.  
I have dreamed for 30 years of ravishing you.
Making you squeal
Making you wet
Making you squirm
Making you want me.
I am so confused and don’t know what to do