They say you have to fall before you rise.
They say everything happens for a reason.
Bad things happen so that it'll be easier
To greet the good things coming your way.

But what if I'm already at the rock bottom?
I have never actually experienced the 'fall'
And yet, I feel as this is it, the deepest point.

Does that mean it's time for me to rise?

Because if ‘yes’ then, why am I still trapped?
If ‘yes’ why do I feel like it's getting deeper,
Though it shouldn't and it can't?

If ‘yes’... when?

When will the part of me 'rising' happen?
When will I escape this never-ending darkness?
Or maybe the real question is...

Will I?