you miss or having someone to talk to? It could be the concept of someone there every day, someone who recognizes you as a person and reaches out to you with their own needs unfulfilled. Is it him
or something novel and exciting that moves through you as a chill on a bitter cold day, stirring the leaves into dancing in a cyclone with the each breeze that passes its way. Picked up off the ground and swirled into a loverβs waltz. Is it him
or your own loneliness that keeps you stuck, has you crestfallen? Have you built him up in your mind, though you should have known better? As a child with a stack of blocks, one more added, and they all topple off.