the mythic Esther notwithstanding;
the only Jewish Miss America was
Bess Myerson;  Miss New York, &
exemplar of classic beauty  c.1945

studying German philosophy
living on the upper east side;
surrounded by rich Park Avenue
Jews - spewing Nietzschean
Nihilism causing them to  shudder
at the thought of relatives dragged
from homes  never to be seen
again; they don't want to hear
that **** - my buddy Mingus Jr.
bringing mechanical bebop to
his constructed paintings;      
                                          on
the other hand, I'm going on & on
about Heidegger & Schopenhauer,
Brian Eno, David Bowie, Hegel,
******, Goebbels  & Riefenstahl;
my paintings are violent; as if
Jack the Ripper & James Whistler
were the same guy; all women are
beautiful by nature, but I would've
done it different - put the snooch
on top, the udders on the bottom,
*** in front, arms & legs splayed
out to the sides;    yes, that's better,
  Diane Arbus, Ann Frank, Hannah
Arendt,  Dori Bernstein,      Alison
Linefsky    &  Eva Hesse are more
beautiful than Lilith & Eve mixed;

I hate being called a antisemitic;
it's a painful reminder that at the
moment I don't have a Jewish gf