It seems like your with us everyday
Because i still cannot accept that you are gone
Im missing you more and more each day
Every minute, every second
Im forever bruised
Because the memories still remain
Im forever torn
Because you were taken away
Im forever in pain
Because i know your never coming back
I love how family mistaken my name for yours
Its obvious im your little twin that everyone sees
I love talking about you
I love when people talk about you
The laughs, the smiles, the jokes we share
But deep down im hiding away all the pain
I close the doors
I close the lights
I shut everything out
And hug my pillow tight
My eyes are squeezing out the water
My lungs force out all the air
My heart skips numerous beats
My mind is everywhere
So much time spent remembering
So much time spent thinking
So much time spent hyperventilating
So much time spent crying
My love for you is so strong
Im still crying because i miss you
Im still angry because he took you
Im still learning why he took you
Im still trying to forgive