Up late at night
Which is really early morning
Never went to bed just another day
Lying awake wired with thoughts twirling
Worrisome moments hoping all works out
New beginnings
Leaving the home I surrounded myself in
The last five years
Treasured moments
Tragic endings that brought me to life
When all the pain left my soul
The window of my soul was Darkened
Light seeped in as the horror diminished
The human I was broke free and made me feel alive
Start of a new place surrounded by new friends
Life rotates and changes
Emotions wind down and around
Starting over to let myself be me
Silence in my brain of the past
Easy to speak of the damages feelings once rising inside of me
no regrets they retreat to a part of me
That no longer cares
Letting go will set tou free
The window I will no longer stare out of
As my life had flashed before my eyes
Like lightning speed
I have learned to know what I am
No longer caring what others think
This is me and that is it
One story had ended and a new one shall begin tomorrow as I enter unknown territory.