honestly, I really shouldn't be flirting w/ the 21-year-old checkout girl, but Valerie; cute & smart is Spanish, I know not from whence; but I'm dying to ask [will I], how, growing up in America, she still have a thick Spanish accent; as a troubled child I was forced to spend two weeks w/ relatives in Florida & came back w/ a southern accent long since gone, superficial as it was; house fan blades spin so fast as to seem invisible, chopping like unseen guillotines seen right through in murderous actions at a distance - so even though she's long away from there, Valerie is where she was raised; her accent an echo of the place, just as every word I speak is poetic b/c I was raised in secret private libraries; I check my pantry for some useless thing to replace just as an excuse to go see Valerie