taking an avid & intense interest in Radical Feminism & **** at fourteen & a drunken poet sent me cascading into wild neo- prepubescent ****** religious ecstasies; but w/ Narcissism ruling the marketplace & same-*** attraction steering the zeitgeist; male ****** aggression became demonized: is no longer romanticized but taboo - except in backward desert mentality ghettos [ ] were death is the where the law is Shariah & the **** victim must marry her ****** or get gang-***** penalty, most likely yet again, - - - for innocence; there are no saints in Damascus & no martyrs in West Jerusalem; [women are saints; even evil women are saints - Jezebel, Imelda, Evita, Thatcher, Ghandi -]