some wild man from beyond; not over yonder - [he's meeting Teri, she, wandering lastly in the irradiated zone; lost to cancerous delusions & hallucinations - poor Fred knew what love [registered on his Geiger I mean really beyond; scale] looked like; attacked by something eating flesh right through the Kevlar -- Love came in sweltering waves; forced to remove helmets off in the suffocating stench: 'don't try to breath' - down the barbecued rats were plump & juicy like mother's meat] Freddy Doppelganger or just Weird Fred: How'd u get that name? asked ]the ubiquitous [Swedish girl just out of the shower - ] Fred didn't like to talk standing in front of him [his eyes like his mother's, like an army of (her eyes aglitter] he was the mirror for the wind's reflection w/ a single star's light creeping bugs over her pinkish freckled brownish skin's aura all orangy [firm body like a Doric column dripping water like Ambrosia - onto the foolish floor lapping it up w/ tongues of my desire [ Sabin - thou art ( ) the skullfucked angel of [I [we fought against terrible angels coming at us from all angles - we fought against the Nephilim] & cornered them I] (terrible dreams | [we fought for her & died -Otto Dix]) incarnated as the Holy Brother |Shhh| [the foibles of the abandoned tribes of lost men] off ruby-red hair & bluish ******* aflame incandescent in the Martian sunset; [she of ruby-red hair] Sabin ur kiss is red - mine is blue & purple kisses about his odd name, [I pray (from there I hope my pray; pray; kisses are like prayers stuck in her throat - - - in that [way] are I hope to ascend) [ ] my magic leads me | iron ore - stays focused - fuses magnetic, tripping the signal - core - \ that operates the door | e to the cliff] [ as he was an orphan