Jun 2018
i am envious
of what you have,
but not
of who you are
regardless,
it withers me
instead of watching
your garden grow, even if
i find it
utterly dull;
perhaps,
i should start digging up
the earth in my own,
neglected plot
and observe
what becomes
of what you have,
but not
of who you are
regardless,
it withers me
instead of watching
your garden grow, even if
i find it
utterly dull;
perhaps,
i should start digging up
the earth in my own,
neglected plot
and observe
what becomes
I often find myself wanting what someone else has, especially if I feel they are "unworthy." I wrote this to express that feeling and attempt to correct + redirect my negative, unhealthy thoughts. Why not give all that energy and attention to my craft and see what grows?
