the golden age of stripping coincided w/ the golden age of the pin-up; later came the **** centerfold & strippin g became go-go & lap dancing ; bar girls pick-up strangers & the poet goes alone to the low-rent ******* to look at the broken spiritless hookers & write about them later in his hotel room; every night the poet he sits sketching the red bodies of the danci ng ****** in 7-inch platforms & stilettos some bare footed; always the blissful moment when ***** naked feet strut the makeshift runway - girls on the raise d platform stages in the raised red light welts on their bodies from offhand middle-aged women's sagging **** on display beatings & burns, he sits & Nephelem drinks & every woman has a story they live in their skin w writes but she red & blue swirling light s like an ambulance sees him night after night & wants to know him; how a can u write fat flabby ***** that given birth now rule like the dinosaur night after night eh, where are the childr en & talk to no one, she asks & he says nothing, closes his notebook & he b/c t he devil stole the infant's soul at birth knew all about her mother ***** are the only people who really need p her mother was a redheaded twin who always dyed her hair platinum blonde always an identical twin odes oets to make sense of their lives; no one els e e can do it her mother a *****'s skin is empty always told her find ur own poet; he neve r gets tired of writing about ******; secr et priestesses he's in heaven blissfully scratches evveryreal thing real & move she makes in his\ lined notebook night after night what could be writing she wonders to the pulsing old disco music rrrrrrrj hip=hop & clasic dance numbers every prophet of thinking about th e ****** dancing in his lap dancing & collecting twenties all night mind 24/7 as thought-symbols dancing in & out of the darkest place s of his mind all the while has a ***** for a soul *****-fetish cult mate he genuinely loves them; ask Ahab they are gifts to mankind the true angels of the every morning's awakening prophecy will tell ur story & u will l live leaves ten on the bar, walking out & up the her mother did the same thing when she got to america & she hasn't seen her since street. she grabs her a sudden, urgent need purse & coat & runs after him catching up to him up the street; where are u from she says, he says new york city, she says she's from Costa Rica; he obviously doesn't care she wants to see what he writes, like read it & he stops & says no way but u can hear me read it; let's g o she sai d but they don't get far; she knows him from another life &recognizes his scent easily his primal pheromones lighting up her senses; she pushes in on him & he leads her down an alley to a door balanced open w/ a bottle, he pulls her inside onstage a guy is telling old Flip Wilson jokes doing the female parts & the poet pushes his gf down in a chair that breaks & she gets another one & sits staring as he takes the spotlight in the smoke congeste d subterranean underground backdoor after-hours cabaret; u said u were a stripper he read, darker than the go-go bazaar but w/ a hot spotlight poin ting at the black corner that was the stage she had said nothing but he knew she was a stripper & h e had seen her red body in the red light every night for hours on end & all of her friends filled w/ scars & he watched her dance naked almost embarrassed & red & cold in the unnatural air & he just sat there making blind sketches looking away & thinking of various things from the Pope to outer space & he had gotten he barely seemed to notice her swaying there beside him; & walked out as soon as she noticed him, as soon as she broke the fourth wall as if she were an actress but of course he did & coming off the stage accosted a member of the audience & staying in c haracter as he read she got up in front of the punk poets assembled in the dark and shucked her coat to stand naked and began to dance to his poetry; he barely seemed to notice her