Lights of a never risen sun
Darkness all around my pain
All what I have dreamt of is gone
There is nothing there to be living for
Self blame and shame silently speak
What doesn't **** me when spoken
Kills me inside my brain
All the glory I had building a palace
Of love and tears in the sweetest balance
Mad thoughts don't blow but shrinks
I'm a piece of wood in ocean sinks
Everything I once had ends right now
The lights goes off and eyes open wide
My heart grows thorns with no plough
There is nothing to be afraid of, there is no more anything to hide
All cards are flipped and the queens of hearts all die in my mind
I have once hated myself and people
And now angels are also looked down at
Because of you I now believe in evil
You've held my heart with claws of a cat

And now that you make me sad
And now that I am all alone
I will cry no more
Though my eyes refuse to dry
And my heart does not let go
And my mind is reaping my soul
And death's job is done before done
As my life is gone before I'm gone
I knocked on my heart's door
There is no one inside at all
Everyday we all from heaven fall
It's a repeated act that you direct
And make me fall from everything
My hope, myself, my self-respect