Tainted by experiences.
What’s best for me,
Hides behind what I desire.
Commonly misguided.

I barricade my emotions,
To disclose them from ever being exposed.
Prevented from growing.
That door remains closed.

Because I know it way too well.
I use lust to comfort me.
Moments of intimacy that never dwell,
Into feelings that I trap from being free.

It’s not for me.