Sonya had a shoot in New York
where she thought of Ivan &
how they met outside the toilet
at the club; he had let her go
first & she didn't flush & when
he came out he felt he knew
everything about her & seeing
it on his face she felt it too
& they had been like soulmates
ever since; whenever Sonya
took a **** she thought of Ivan's
face that night when he had
smelled her **** for the first time
& how it had been several
times since; pressing her fingers
down her throat for the
approval Ivan would never give;
his face saying otherwise