why I saw her now? why I haven't seen her before? why God played a trick her to born in neighboring state? why age was invented? why don't nature hideΒ Β our age like thoughts? why I love her and want to marry her? Oh!! why she was too young can't leave as widow? why our permutation and combination of birth was not in our hand? God Let allow me to born along with her and the same thoughts to follow next time!!