I have always wondered,
When will I be genuinely happy?
When will I be happy outside without faking that I'm happy on the inside?
How can I be happy on the outside without thinking that I'm dying on the inside?
When can I smile again without knowing I have problems?
When will I be happy both inside and outside without pretending?

I wished that day will come.
That day that I will forget all the problems even just for a minute.
That day that I'll worry about nothing.
That day that I'll not feel sad.
That day that I'll be truly happy.
But that day has already come.
And that day,
Was Yesterday.