ever have you sat in a hot attic and looked at all the history of the nailsΒ Β the wood how it was cut and the effort to get it here so true and the men that day they erected it did they have kids were they drunks or christians good family men or jacklegs trying to get enough money for their next fix and how it doesn't let any water in or memories out and how it just seems old and historic complete protection of this structure and the stucco downstairs and grandmas cedar chest and all those old pictures I don't look at those I look at the beams the nails showing through and think of the energy the thought behind the roof overhead overheard