I know, it's four in the morning and I should be sleeping, but these thoughts I keep thinking, they just go on endlessly. I think about my past and how I got to where I am, who I want to be become, and who I love being with. I think about how I've grown and about how my dog has grown I think of conversations I can't remember the endings to and I remember the worst parts of everything too. I wonder how my distant family is doing and whether or not they think of me too? But near the end of this sequence I always come back to me and you. So you see, there are things that keep me up late at night, it probably would help if I just closed my eyes.