Seeking out help is hard I don't want my pride to shard My problems are my own I do not want to share my bones And so I keep them hidden Till they can not be got ridden I fear no one will care That I have something to share I fear that I am doing things wrong Until then ring in my head like a gong I do not want to share Because no one will care And so I wait for that time Where my mind slips into rhyme Then I need to tell for my feelings seep Far out of my body into the oceans deep I think I am stable Until I will not be able To think straight Or carry my own weight