Make something stupid
bad, wrong, disrespectful
Something to hurt me

I am consumed by anger
But I got manners
I come from the worst type of polite family
The kind that cares too much
about others, others
that we don’t care about
We are highly
educated
rational
We keep anger locked and silent

Allow me to give anger some reason of being
Then we can exchange roles
Anger takes control
and I can finally explode
finally allowed
to be angry
at you

Tell me what you’ve done wrong
Ignore me
Leave my expectations unfulfilled
Allow me to be cruel

Anger does not want to be wasted on anyone
It wants you
You, who get my best
Provide me some with good reason
To get some of my dark matter
I expect nothing more than you being 10,000 times better than me
Eat **** and smile
Show how much you will endure

My normal self is
75%
nice, too nice, terribly nice
25%
nauseous of pleasing
And I know you cannot be as nice as your words
So let’s play a game
I will be allowed to show my ****
And you will stop all this chitchat