i thought i’d let you know

i still love you

even after all these years

i still love you

because i never stopped


i still care about you

if you’re doing okay,

if you’ve healed from

the mistakes and wounds

that i’ve caused you


i still think about you

even if i was the one

who left all those years ago

i’m sorry that i was such

a failure, a mess, a traitor

i’m sorry that i gave up

despite the fact that you

were trying to make it work


i’m sorry that i’m such a

disappointment.

i know you will push away

my words and letters but

please…

please listen just this last

time.

i’m sorry…

and i love you.

i never stopped.