And that day was full of brightness
Light shades covered the entirety.
Serendipitous people encompasses
And I’m carrying these clouds heavily.

I ran to an endless cognition
Realized that I’m all alone.
It should be raining
I rather carry these clouds on my own.
And rain it on myself
To send freezing temperatures on my bones.
Wishing it would reach my soul
And create a numbing groan.

Counting the days as I mend my wounded self
Cleaning it with salt to make it last.
It’s still raining and I am soaking wet
Another day to be masked.
Pretended to be in Nirvana
but all I felt was hell
I will put myself on a cask,
And all I wanted now is to be dead.