For the first time in four years,
I don't feel like I'm in love with any of the guys I used to miss.
In fact, I'm over it.
Over them.
But I can't tell where my current boyfriend is in all of this.
I feel lonely when he sits right next to me because he's always playing video games. We don't even sleep together, and when we do have ***, I give everything and get nothing.
I don't know, I'm lonely.
I feel like I'm walking through life alone.
And I think I always will.
Nobody can love me like I can love them.