I kissed a boy today
Another stranger in hopes of
Finding you at my door once again

When we kissed,
He felt like you
Except my eyes were open
And his were closed

You taught me
That having my eyes closed
Allowed my walls to come down
Allowed vulnerability
I no longer have that luxury
God I miss you

I felt nothing kissing him
Please come back to me, my dear
Kiss me like when we were at the park alone
In the soft spring
I wish to feel again