Was I ever an apparition in your
contemplation of what had been.
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I was without form when you were not in my vision.

Lingering consciousness enveloped upon your
skin, but you felt raw to my touch. Had I not been
here all this time for you. Anxiety I saw in your eyes.

I left but in displeasure, i knocked over that wedding
present I tried to catch it but it whispered through my
touch. I felt different now that I had seen you like this.

Sleeping in turbulent shade, my thoughts were muddled
I loved you but stirring was an inner rage. Distorted visions
of what you meant to me, I,I... don't know who I am anymore.

I awoke to a male voice, now she has men here? when I'm
coherent in thought. Convulsing I heeded my perception
of what was going on, objects descended on the floor.

What gibberish was he speaking, it hurt my head.
Shut up, shut up old man. Then I was in a consolidated
form, she looked at me as tears wept from her eyes.

"Why are you haunting me so,

"What do you mean I'm here I always have been,

"You died in my arms, your heart was pierced,
"Why would you do this, deprive me of my sanity,

"My heart is in pieces one of emotion the other of enmity,

Her stare lingered as a tear fell as she turned away,
inner demons surfaced as he lurched towards her.
But words were spoken as shadows appeared.

"Be gone seeded spirit, heed these words expelling
your taint from this place,

With words carried on, his form did fluctuate, and
his form now decomposing he had sealed his fate.
But fermented angst lunged forward grabbing her hair.

With but a whisper a singular movement, he had taken
what was life from her shell. As he was  now becoming
nothing he took her with him, no happy ending oh well.