Tonight I feel lost in the mist of time
No existence no name no purpose
Just a flickering candle burning
in the darkness waiting for the
end of the wick to fizzle  in molten wax.

Now I feel the frost
of a frozen domain.
I am cold with no feelings
Send me warmth
melt my soul.
Before old age carries it away
let me love.
let me write.
let me create again.

I whisper prayers to a silent God.
Remember me
oh lord of all things
If I am not forever lost then
Write my name on heavens wall.
Lift me to the mountain top.
Where heaven can be seen.
Up high to an eternity of lightness.
Touch my face with your hand
fill me with all that is you
and let me see who I really am.