I was happy
happy and delighted
was pleased and contented
unexpected and never wished for an end

But I am tired
tired of reading you
of feeling it
of being on this shoe

Because I hate it
I hate being hurt
of being weak
of feeling burnt


I want to end this
end this misery
of love bitterly
oh this pleasured difficulty

I want someone to help me
help me to conquer
to forge ahead
to make this forget

For 'this' love
this love was once joyful
this love was once cheerful
for I never realized I was fearful

For this love
*this love was always sorrowful
this love was tearful
this love..
was the most painful