Left alone with my thoughts so I decided to strike up a conversation. They said, “He’d never write poetry for you, he doesn’t even love you enough to pick up the pen, so why do you do it for him? You're so busy trying to put his puzzle together you don’t even realize the pieces that yours is missing. If you’re on a treasure hunt for love you should know that x's have deserted him, just like the exes that deserted him. He told you himself you couldn’t make him happy so why are you pouring sunshine on his grave and complaining about the rain?”