I did something I will forever be ashamed
The one thing I told you, the one thing I claimed.
That I would protect and love you forever
But I let him get in between us, while we were together.
I allowed and accepted the attention
Because I felt no love or connection.
Was it right to have failed you as a wife?
No excuses, it was you for life.
But you must understand why I did my crime.
When you make me feel taken for granted at times.
You no longer try to stay, instead you go
You threaten me to leave until I fell so low.
You keep saying we will fix our damage
But how I am supposed to do that when you can't even manage.
So forever will have have a husband that runs away?
Fails each time to love me because you start to turn against me and stray.